What it means to be by Chelly Peyrefitte

There was a time when we were driven by music

in the wake of Nihilism and drug abusing

some may argue it’s a matter of taste

so many lives cut short, so many failed attempts 

our heroes laid their lives to waste

through blood sweat and song

they provided lost youth with the soundtrack to sin

glorifying sex and vice on the road to ruin

well sure you can take that view point

I guess, if you would like

but try a differen view point, I’ll explain if I may

there are just as many examples

of those whom uplift us

with the ideas they conveyed

ones who expanded our minds

with the gift of their lyrics

The Descendents made me an “Ace”

Bad Brains helped me keep that “PMA”

Black Flag taught me to “Rise Above”

Gorilla Buscuits said I can “Start Today”

Cock Sparrer kept me “Coming Back”

when ever I’d gone astray

so I continue their legacy

with my life as the pen

and my voice as the page

I’ll invoke that outlook

when I take the stage



“Doesn’t your learning reveal to you that the reason why I please you and mean so much to you is because I am a kind of looking-glass for you, because there is something in me that answers you and understands you?”

- Hermann Hesse



Nous Sommes Juste Amis by Chelly Peyrefitte




Free fell when I let go
It’s easy, you said no
Can’t change up a made mind
Not even if you try
You want something different
OK then go get it
I’ll keep it in pockets
Behind my eye sockets 
Never you fail to
Not fully aware to
Spurn my emotions
Incautiously reproach them
It’s just a scratch
As a matter of fact
I’ve delved much deeper
Drove a knife in my own back
And so I must christen 
this space for one who won’t listen 
And another and another
for the one I replace
Lost to wanderlust
And gone off in trace
For something I would be glad
To give out in spades


Slamming doors by Chelly Peyrefitte

 

So what if I crash my car into a brick wall

I’m not the only one who can slam a door

Fuck It! If I didn’t bring my license and registration

I just want to slam some fucking doors

I’ll be a diplomat today

so I won’t hate you tomorrow

If only I could turn up the volume on these walls

maybe then I’d have some peace of mind

while I’m running through the grey matter

I’m lost in my head case

without a nerve to swing from

so it’s look as if I’ll never get mine


Q
WHAT IS YOUR EARLIEST HUMAN MEMORY?
A

I remember my bedroom when I was around 2 years old. It had pink walls with red shag carpet, strawberry shortcake curtains and a border along the top of the room with strawberries on it. I had a conversation about this very topic with my mother before she died, and she was shocked by how vivid my recollection was. She said “How in the world do you know that, we don’t even have pictures of that room. You were barely two years old…That’s amazing!”


If any person wish to be idle, let them fall in love.

-Ovid


“I thought of all the others who had tried to tie her to the ground and failed. So I resisted showing her the songs and poems I had written, knowing that too much truth can ruin a thing. And if that meant she wasn’t entirely mine, what of it? I would be the one she could always return to without fear of recrimination or question. So I did not try to win her and contented myself with playing a beautiful game. But there was always a part of me that hoped for more, and so there was a part of me that was always a fool.”

― Patrick Rothfuss, The Wise Man’s Fear


The Test by Chelly Peyrefitte

It stings deep
I loose sleep
Now I’m keeping up with more than I can keep
It’s just a taste
For god’s sake
Don’t act like it’s a big thing you’ll be straight
So just you wait
With breadth you bait
And the distance will be more than you can tolerate
strung on the line
Fit to be tied
Too busy chasing your tail to realize
Your eyes are blind
Your mind is blown
Any moral code right out the door has flown